My Word , My Life

I  wish I were a kid again Back to the times , when in gain A Mother’s love and a pampered life How I long , I never had a wife. Sorry mom, now I cry Not knowing ,how shall I try Your patience is sky, your love heaven I ‘m left a failure, proven You took my pain , gave your joy You  were just my playing toy Like none so plain and calm , I admire your loving charm They say; in pain a child is born B ut for a mother, a ceremony of crown God is one and  A Mother  His son An angle for His will to be done Words are not enough Explanation seems too tough I was in folly to quit those days Strong I stand to wish you  - A HAPPY MOTHER’S DAY.

Three hundred days of silence Four lac thirty two thousand minutes of lonliness *********************************************************************** I now want to declare Of what you know not Yet your consciousness aware I hate  to love you more.... Memory is a curse for one in love The moving images make a thrust This separation is just to say I hate  to love you more.... I remember the last tear slipped Straight down the cheek unto the chest From where it arrived and i say I hate  to love you more.... The concern of elders Reasons weird for the blind But my love strong to proclaim I love  to love you more.... Just seven more months to pluck My flower from the garden When i stand with a golden basket to say I love to love you more.... Dried rose petals , half chocolates Awaits for the day To say it all loud I love  to love you more....

When I’m alone I dream of you, When I dream I’m not alone Madness never defined but so distinct Love and you are never twains Only comprehend-able to me I know that I’m in love

Running down my memory lane, I catch up the loving train. Gone are days where sleeping was a shame, Yours where the only meaning in my name. From left to right, good to bad You were my loving lad. Waiting to eye you was never a game, Excuses to late were just so lame. I wondered melody sounded sweet Not so pleasant than our meet Illusion proved wrong , men don’t cry Failure was a signal not to try. For u I’ll remain, the one Who when u see shall shine Words put together will fail But not your memories in my jail

I close my eyes, to see you Deep in my heart where none can peep For years I locked the only vision of thee Clearer every day brighter every time Reasons unknown and explanation tough But soothing and relieved the memories of thee Will remain till I breath my last air indeed.

दिल ये रोता है तेरे लिए बन्दे है आहत , झूठे कसमो में पागल ये प्यार न जाने किसलिये आज भी तुम ही हो मुझमें दोस्ती हमारी  रिश्ते का नाम अपनों से बढकर था हमारा प्यार दुसरो से क्या अपना काम? अच्छा या बूरा कुशिया ते सबसे पार!

I dream no more Wish, I never had Of our future or our past I just want to LET GO! Sounds of love,gesture of oneness Makes me happy no more Why do I complain? But I just want to LET GO! Past is what aches The scenes of feigned emotions Conscience left cheated Yet I want to LET GO! I know,you shall witness The fight back-Stronger Still I care not As I just want to LET GO!