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Detachment

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It took about 6 years now to finally compile my research on detachment. Talking about research, I'm just trying to give my observations a little exaggeration, not to take less serious though! It feels heaven when your loved ones hug you and the general tendency is to carry the emotional encounter deeper into our subconscious. Well, initially this transcendence seems bliss but in reality this is what makes us week on our emotional part. The emotions or rather the signals of stimulation, that traverses through our neurons when succeed in making their way to our sub conscience find a permanent place of storage and become harder to delete. This is actually good as your storing something which you'll recall for experiencing the same feeling again but the worst thing is: the same content  gets retrieved automatically when you regret on the feeling's corresponding relationship. What was once a bliss now turns you guilty and you feel bad to sober. Listen! this is what happens: mo

Got Back ,Now With a Bang!

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Sudheer:   Hey hi buddy! Wassup? Its been a very very long time. Blog:        Hi... Nothing special these days except a few lonely nights. Sudheer:  Is something wrong my friend? Blog:       When was the last time you visited this old friend of yours? Ever inquired my where abouts?                 You got lost for almost a year now do you realize? Sudheer:  I'm really sorry I should have explained but i got stuck up with the routine of life. Its so                 awkward to hurt you. I dint mean to... Blog:       I missed you, when i cried i had no shoulder, those words of a true friend seemed almost                 gone.I blamed my fate to take this curse... Sudheer: (Sober) Blog:       Please dont cry this is not what makes me happy. The smile of a friend keeps a thousand worries                 away. If i've been hard on you then I'm sorry i only meant to get you back at any cost. Sudheer: Thank you for being there for me whenever i needed you. Blog:      Y
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All alone, i lay on the bed, Remembering tears i shed. Vague promises of yesterdays, Uncertainty defined my days. Wished never to write again, Those scenes varied in pain. Poetry my sooth and calm, Can't loose pen from my palm. You left, not bothering your dear, Erasing bonds of love so neat and clear. Whirlwind of thoughts to end years, Brain pissed to lend my ears. Learned to live without you darling, Without you, life is not charming. Things change for better,lesson of life You make someones' better wife. Months passed,awaiting you back Wasn't a time you missed this Jack? I play violin in your name Proclaiming I'm still the same. Rest to God i leave-his will Madness still believes you will. Happier you be;in bad and good Remember!my door is not far from neighborhood.

Happy Mother's Day

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I  wish I were a kid again Back to the times , when in gain A Mother’s love and a pampered life How I long , I never had a wife. Sorry mom, now I cry Not knowing ,how shall I try Your patience is sky, your love heaven I ‘m left a failure, proven You took my pain , gave your joy You  were just my playing toy Like none so plain and calm , I admire your loving charm They say; in pain a child is born B ut for a mother, a ceremony of crown God is one and  A Mother  His son An angle for His will to be done Words are not enough Explanation seems too tough I was in folly to quit those days Strong I stand to wish you  - A HAPPY MOTHER’S DAY.

I hate you to love you more...

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Three hundred days of silence Four lac thirty two thousand minutes of lonliness *********************************************************************** I now want to declare Of what you know not Yet your consciousness aware I hate  to love you more.... Memory is a curse for one in love The moving images make a thrust This separation is just to say I hate  to love you more.... I remember the last tear slipped Straight down the cheek unto the chest From where it arrived and i say I hate  to love you more.... The concern of elders Reasons weird for the blind But my love strong to proclaim I love  to love you more.... Just seven more months to pluck My flower from the garden When i stand with a golden basket to say I love to love you more.... Dried rose petals , half chocolates Awaits for the day To say it all loud I love  to love you more....
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When I’m alone I dream of you, When I dream I’m not alone Madness never defined but so distinct Love and you are never twains Only comprehend-able to me I know that I’m in love
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Running down my memory lane, I catch up the loving train. Gone are days where sleeping was a shame, Yours where the only meaning in my name. From left to right, good to bad You were my loving lad. Waiting to eye you was never a game, Excuses to late were just so lame. I wondered melody sounded sweet Not so pleasant than our meet Illusion proved wrong , men don’t cry Failure was a signal not to try. For u I’ll remain, the one Who when u see shall shine Words put together will fail But not your memories in my jail
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I close my eyes, to see you Deep in my heart where none can peep For years I locked the only vision of thee Clearer every day brighter every time Reasons unknown and explanation tough But soothing and relieved the memories of thee Will remain till I breath my last air indeed.

Khamoshiya

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दिल ये रोता है तेरे लिए बन्दे है आहत , झूठे कसमो में पागल ये प्यार न जाने किसलिये आज भी तुम ही हो मुझमें दोस्ती हमारी  रिश्ते का नाम अपनों से बढकर था हमारा प्यार दुसरो से क्या अपना काम? अच्छा या बूरा कुशिया ते सबसे पार!

I want to LET GO!

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I dream no more Wish, I never had Of our future or our past I just want to LET GO! Sounds of love,gesture of oneness Makes me happy no more Why do I complain? But I just want to LET GO! Past is what aches The scenes of feigned emotions Conscience left cheated Yet I want to LET GO! I know,you shall witness The fight back-Stronger Still I care not As I just want to LET GO!